Not Existing

Have you ever thought what it would be like to not exist?  Just take a second and think, what would it be like?  Some people might say it was like staring into the darkness and others might say that it would be like staring down at earth like an airborne view.  But if you didn't exist you wouldn't actually see anything.  It would be like before you were born.  Life started when you were born so what was before that?  Nothing.  And when people say total darkness, you would never have had the understanding of darkness, time, thought or emotion.  So nothing would happen, life would not exist and you wouldn't understand life anyways because you aren't even in exsistence, you have no thought.  Just something to chew on I guess.